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David

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I don't blame anyone. I did this to myself. It's my fault for letting you into my life, for falling in love with you before I knew the kind of terrible person you actually are. Everything is my fault. I tell myself reasons to not miss you, but I still long for you. I'm lonely & scared. I wish things had been different. I wish you had listened to what I said. I wish you had respected me & let the stupid things go. All I wanted was for you to be a better person, but you're stubborn. You would do anything for me, but nothing for yourself. You will never change & I hate that. I hate the way you make me feel. You will never know how much I've cried over you, how much anger I've felt because of you. I honestly wish we had never met. I gave you my heart, my soul & even my body. It wasn't worth it. I don't know what to do anymore. What am I supposed to do, now that you're gone? All I want is someone to take care of me, love me & allow me to do the same for him. I want a friend that I can talk to & be with when times are bad. You used to be that person, but you can't anymore. I wish I still didn't love you. I wish I could quit you like a bad habit, but you won't leave my mind. Leave me alone! You aren't welcome here anymore!
Somebody, help me. Please make this pain go away.
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