Suffering In My Mind
I may be 25, but I'm not too old to have my feelings hurt. Even though you don't realize it, your words harm me. They linger in my mind & repeat, making me feel worse about what I did to make you say such terrible things in the first place. Why must I change myself to please you? Why can't you just let me be who I am?
Lots of posters out there read 'Just be yourself' but that is easier said than done. The people who crafted them make it seem so easy. I feel like I will never escape those who wish me harm. School was where it went on the most, but those bullies are still following me with different faces & different words. I try to defend myself, but then they turn it around on me when I do. Suddenly I am the bad one who needs to be punished. I have never in my entire life started a fight, but I always am the person blamed for it. Why is that?
I suffer in silence because no one understands. Sure, some will attempt to comfort me, but they don't know what to say. No one understands me. I'
OC Pokemon: Pike
Average weight: 90-100 lbs.
Type: Weightlifter Pokemon
Fur: Orange, brown & maroon
Inspirations: Pikachu (originally), Machop, body builders
Shiny colors: Brown, black & pink with blue eyes
Attacks (in no particular order): Low Sweep, Bulk Up, Karate Chop, Leer, Bide, Brick Toss, Revenge, Seismic Toss, Scary Face, Dynamic Punch, Foresight, Rock Smash, Rock Slide, Hammer Arm, Brick Drop, Stone Edge, Super Power, Rest, Snore, Work Up, Retaliate, Me First, Rage, Double Hit, Calm Mind, Gyro Ball, Double Edge
HMs can learn: Strength, Rock Smash & Defog
Held Item: Brick (increases attack & defense of Pike only)
Evolutionary method: unknown
Abilities: Guts & Hyper Cutter
Bio: Pike is a Pok'emon that live in groups. They nab cement bricks and other heavy items from unwary humans that they carry around to build up their muscles. The flares that decorate a Pike's eyes differ from gender, males having larger pattern
OC Pokemon: Mewfour
Average weight: 200-300 lbs.
Type: Centaur Pokemon
Eyes: Yellow, usually closed
Inspirations: Mewtwo, Centaurs & cats
Shiny colors: Orange with deep red eyes
Attacks (in no particular order): Leer, Tackle, Stomp, Confusion, Mega Kick, Double Kick, Psychic, Light Screen, Glare, Heal Pulse, Refresh, Aura Sphere, Baton Pass, Lick, Slash, Fury Swipes, Bite, Tail Whip, Roar, Agility, Last Resort, Psybeam, Zen Headbutt, Hypnosis, Quiver Dance, Uproar, Dream Eater, Helping Hand
HMs can learn: Strength, Rock Smash, Flash & Rock Climb
Held Items: HP restoration berries
Abilities: Hustle & Early Bird
Bio: Mewfour is a descendant from the Mew experiment. It, surprisingly enough, is quite an easy-going Pok'emon. Some Trainers prefer to use them as nannies to their children or in contests. Mewfours are very strong & can run for long periods of time. When threatened, they will attack viciously using their claws, muscles